In 2001, I had reached a place no person ever should. I was convicted and sentenced to prison for heinous crimes committed by me as an abusive father. Now, I am a man who is rebuilding his life and paying it forward one day at a time.
“How does a person coming from a good upbringing do something so horrible to his children?” On the surface, it is inexplicable and incomprehensible. Both of these children were at the very beginnings of their promising lives. Through intensive therapy, exhaustive personal research, and numerous hours of deep reflection, the only answer I have is that I eroded over a long period of time under the tremendous stress and strain of my personal life.
There are no excuses. No deflecting. No shifting blame. Tragically, I can never undo those mistakes. I must make amends by paying it forward.
What I’m about now
Who I am today
Years and years of intensive, specialized therapy and rehabilitative treatment have taught me to recognize the many cognitive issues I was failing to deal with. Now, I am out of prison and continuing to learn about myself and grow as a man and a person.
Abuse no more
Focusing my life on Christ has opened my eyes to the beauty and value of life, especially the lives of children. I am dedicated to ending all forms of abuse of children. I pray constantly for the well-being of all those who have suffered at my hands, including those who suffered secondarily.
My time away
I was locked up for just over eighteen years. I used every hour and minute of that time to work on changing myself at my core. The only way this happened was through the grace of God. I have grown mentally, emotionally, and spiritually because of it.
Want to collaborate?
I am looking to partner with any advocate, blogger, concerned citizen, or organization with the same goal. Any submissions to the discussions are welcome as long as they fit into the guidelines of this blog.